Nine Budde

I LOST MY SENSE OF ROMANTICISM

„One day I looked in the mirror and I realized that I had lost my sence of Romanticism.

Ohhhhh.....when did that happen? I can’t remember. I am trying to remember. When was the last time that was romantic? This actually leads me to the thought when was the first time

I was romantic. This I finally remember. It was in 1981, no it was 1985, maybe it was 1984...I was sitting in my window looking to the opposite building and I listened to George Michael....

maybe it’s like that....maybe when you forgot...no maybe you have a certain amount of sex...and then maybe when you fuck for the 115th time ...maybe it’s the 215th time..and then that’s it...you have your orgasm and in the same time you blow off your sense of romanticism......that is a possbility....

maybe it is also when you have a certain weight...like when you have the highest weight that you ever had....like..maybe...okay you weight 72...no 85.....and then you are just too big...no romaticism anymore...

I mean I never met a big romantic person...they all get too sad...the more weight you have the more melancholic you become...“